I have been such a terrible blogger lately. There have been so many transitions recently and I have been trying to keep up with everything. I want to write about how perfect the transition has been and how I have been making delicious food everyday. The truth is, however, that I have been making delicious food everyday but the transition has not been easy.
I have realized, in just a few weeks of being married, what a selfish jerk I am. I am learning that I don’t love the Lord as much as I had thought or else I would be more gracious and patient with my Prince. I am learning that I am really picky about the bed being made and about the drawers being shut all the way (I really do think this is logical). I am also learning that Jesus came to break my bondage to ME. Not just to my past or to my future, but to me right now. To my stupid little thoughts today, to my selfishness today, to my insecurities TODAY!
What freedom!! It is a freedom that I must fight for though. I must daily remind myself of the gospel and what the Lord did for me. I often get so caught up with myself that I neglect the good of those closest to me. Time to put on armor and battle it out.
Anyone else being a jerk?